Anonymous asked: I hate my body because I'm kind of athletic and I don't really have great big boobs but I have a muffin top. You always see people saying that you don't just have to be skinny, but the always use big curvy girls as examples and at least those girls are curvy where I'm mostly just lumpy
Anonymous asked: I've been with my bf for 3 yrs but our relationship was always flawed, but I stuck it out and genuinely in love with him, even when he went away for college for 2 yrs but he's coming back next week. He took longer than me to fall in love but now I've fallen out of love with him and he says I'm the love of his life. I just met this boy who is so amazing and might like me back, but he's going away to college at the end of the summer. I'm so conflicted and only 20.
Anonymous asked: Can we still confess things? Thank you. Sometimes I feel fine, even like happy and stuff, and other days i just ache and I can't stop crying at the silliest things. last year i broke down in my guidance counselor's office, but when my mother tried to talk to me, i got scared and didn't talk to her. i don't know why i get like this, i'm not an outwardly emotional person (beyond happy and excited), so i think it just gets chalked down as PMS and i don't know how to tell my mom that i want to die.
Anonymous asked: Some of these confessions are so fucking petty it's ridiculous.
I could say the same thing about this ask.
Anonymous asked: My dad committed suicide when I was 16. I don't talk about it with my friends because I don't know how to bring it up. I feel terrible for not being honest with them (some of them don't even know, since he died before the summer vacation and my family went away) but at the same time I don't want to make things awkward since it's been over 2 years since he died. I just...i hate it....i hate it so much
Anonymous asked: How are you coping reading all these secrets?
It’s gonna take a while because there are like 220 of them still to read but I’ll get there :) And I’m coping fine it’s just some of them are a bit triggering aha
Anonymous asked: i'm barely making it through life at the moment, most of the time i'm crying and sometimes i'm not sure if i'm even alive, though i'm breathing heavily after i've cut every night. my friends do know what's up, but i think they don't care. i'm nothing. every day i go to school i recognize how fat and disgusting i am, but not only my appearance. i'm dumb as shit. i hate me and i want to kill myself. but i'm not brave enough. i'm nothing, i'll never be anything. but i'm still smiling.
Anonymous asked: Secrets-I've struggled with depression for the last 5 years of my life now, and every time I think I see a light at the end of the tunnel, it seems farther away.I'm not suicidal, and I don't harm myself. I'm just terrified that I will never be as happy as I used to be. And I'm afraid of people seeing my faults and realizing just how worthless I am. I don't want to let everybody down.
Anonymous asked: When I was 14, I was in the living room at night on my own, dad was at work, mum asleep. I was horny so started getting myself off. The curtains were open but it was fine because behind our house is just a load of fields. I fantasised about being watched. Afterwards, I opened my eyes and there was a guy there watching me. I have no idea how he got there or how much he saw. I still feel guilty for fantasising that, like I made it come true and I deserved the violation. I still have flashbacks.
My counselor referred to the things that constantly put me down as a ‘beast’ and she said I should draw the beast and show her next time I see her but I don’t even know where to start oh god
“It was publicized that I ‘voice’ Smaug, and I thought, Fucking hell. My voice, my motions—I worked my ass off to create that dragon!” (x)
i’ve been angry about this for my entire life